Politely dismissing Derrick with a smile, Vaeda closed the door and turned back to Damon, surprised to see him standing there.
“We have a meeting,” he spoke, his voice empty as he walked towards the door.
As she watched his back, she frowned, the young man she fondly remembered was now gone, his time spent running taking its toll on the youthful spirit he once had. The reports detailed his disconnect well, but like anything, the reality was a harder pill to swallow than the written words. Walking behind Damon, she watched as he remained straight backed, moving forward like a soldier on the war path, and it was then that she noticed the slight tremor in his hand.
If he noticed, he left no indication towards the knowledge as he went to open the door before his body seemed to drop from underneath him, his head striking the door on the way down. Dashing to his side, it was all she could do to roll him onto his side and let the seizure pass on its own.
Two minutes passed until his body fell silent, allowing a trickle of blood to fall from a new cut on his mouth. Sitting by his side, she brushed her hand through his hair, talking in soft tones, “it’s okay Damon, you are doing well. Just relax, take slow breaths. It will pass. You are doing well. I am here,” she continued her constant reassurance until the man slowly came too, opening his eyes with a disconnected gaze before he sat up and clutched his head, allowing the groan to escape on its own accord.
“Damon…when did these seizures start?” Vaeda asked, looking to him for some answers. Nothing in the reports detailed a history.
“It’s expected,” he answered, pulling his knees up and resting his head on them, becoming sensitive to his surroundings.
“Damon, you never had this before. What happened?”
“It’s a side effect of the revival process,” his deep voice growing weaker, making the words difficult to extract.
“Revival! What are you talking about? Damon…who revived you?” Vaeda asked moving closer and rubbing her hand on his back, both concerned and alarmed at the news.
“Carbonis,” the word barely spoken above a whisper.
The revelation hit her harder than a ton of bricks, stealing her breath as she continued to rub his back. “Damon, do you remember where you came from?”
“No,” he responded, bringing his gloved hand up to wipe the blood still trickling from his mouth.
“What do you last remember before today?”
“Something about a flag and apples. Lots of apples on the ground. I think. Maybe it was a plane. I don’t know,” he confessed, his mind struggling to recall its memories, “the last real memory I know happened was watching mom and dad dance at your ball. Everything else…I don’t know if its real or not.”
“But that was four years ago!” Vaeda’s mind screamed. And without speaking her thoughts, she knew Damon sensed her alarm as his muscles tensed.
“I guess that was long ago,” he again barely whispered, “can we just get this over with. I want to rest,” Damon almost begged as he reached up and used the door handle to help pull himself onto his feet, surprised that he managed to keep control of his baser functions this time around.
“Rest here, I will speak for you.”
“No. I made this mistake, I will fix it.” Without allowing for an argument, he opened the door and walked out, holding his gloved hand to his mouth to absorb the blood that dripped from the cut along his tongue.
As the official questioning proceeded, Vaeda remarked how well he kept it together, answering their questions concisely and accurately, leaving out the most sensitive pieces of information in the process. Mahanionian bred…that much could be said as she watched him finally nod with respect and depart at the end of their questioning.
Once outside, he retreated back to the clearing, Autumn no longer there. Laying on the ground again, he looked up to the sky, the clouds above shifting. He tried to find in them shapes, but all he could see were the types of clouds.
Sensing his need to be alone, Vaeda returned to her room, allowing him his time to recollect his thoughts. With his memory gone, no doubt he would begin to feel like he was losing himself piece by piece. But the memory wipe…why? Carbonites were infamous for their chemical cocktails of annihilation, but a wipe on Damon? It was almost as if they were attempting to hide something…or perhaps protect him from something else? Pondering the thoughts, she barely noticed the time trickling by and the report that she engaged herself in complete while she stared away at the screen before her.