TW: Mental health, divorce
26 March 2025
Weinsburg Majhid, Weinsburg, Ribenstadt Federation
“Wake up. Wake up!”
Sebastien opened his eyes. The room was dark, and his vision was hazy. His body seemed heavy as though stuck to the mattress. Ensconced by warm blankets and the comfort of his bed, his eyes closed again returning him to the peace and rest of sleep.
Karl repeated, “Wake up!” This time, his voice was not a whisper but a yell.
Like a bolt of lightning, Sebastien was struck utterly and miserably awake.
“Was willst du Karl?!” Sebastien asked angrily, “Kannst du nicht sehen dass ich schlafe ein?”
“There’s something more important than sleep”, Karl responded in annoyance, “Bitte, we need your help”.
Sebastien rolled his eyes, but when he saw Karl’s dread on his face, he ordered him to get him his robe and slippers.
“Was passiert?” Sebastien asked as they walked in the darkness of the courtyard of the Weinburg Majhid. Built in the 1800s, it was one of Aurora’s oldest Paxist places of worship. Through the years, it expanded to include living quarters, offices, a hospital and an orphanage. Throughout its existence, it faced persecution from the state and was occasionally shut down. Sometimes the public would protest at its gates threatening the Imam with violence. In the quieter and more accepting days of the Ribenstadt Federation, Sebastien feared the angry crowds less. Nevertheless, this strange intrusion by Karl reignited some of that old fear.
When they arrived at the chamber, it seemed that the battle today was not merely physical but spiritual.
Five women held a teenage boy who was acting wildly. He was toned and tall and so it took all of their strength to keep him from breaking feel.
“Lass mir gehen!” He said in a hissing voice. He sounded hoarse like he had been shouting for a long time. The women were sweating, and patches formed on their clothes.
“Was ist falsch? Warum halten sie ihn?”
Karl replied, “They think he’s possessed by a demon”.
Sebastien’s skin lost what little colour had managed to creep through and all that was left was a dreadful gray.
The one woman, Lydia spoke, “Listen, Imam, we brought this boy here because people said you can help him”
“Warum haben Sie ihn nicht ins Krankenhaus mitgenommen?” Sebastien asked.
“We have taken him to every hospital and no one can help him. Today, he was crawling around the house like an animal”, Lydia explained, “When I tried to speak to him, he lashed out. Please, Imam, I am desperate. Maybe your goddess can help him”.
Sebastien nodded.
“Lass ich mit ihm sprechen. Vielleicht können wir reden”, Sebastien said.
“Wie heißen Sie?”, Sebastien asked the boy.
“Ich heiße Makhnahad, die größten Ungeheuer des Borgs”.
“He thinks he’s a monster of your religion’s evil spirit”, Lydia said.
“Ich höre”, Sebastien said.
Karl asked, “Who is Makhnahad?”
“Makhnahad ist einer der Esma, der mit Borg aus dem Hiva gejagt war”, Sebastien explained.
“That’s what’s possessed this boy! That’s why we need your help”, Rachel, the other lady retorted with the others in agreement.
The boy managed to break one of his arms free and grabbed Rachel by the hair, pulling her to the ground. With Rachel having fallen, he grabbed Lydia by the back of the neck. Sebastien ordered Karl to get a sedative to help him pass out. Sebastien went behind him and held his arm tightly. Lydia broke free from his grip and held him down. Rachel got back up and joined the fray.
Karl came back with a big needle filled with clear fluid. He gave it to Sebastien. Karl cleaned a spot on the boy’s skin with an antibacterial wipe, and Sebastien plunged the needle in, pushing the liquid into his bloodstream. It worked quickly as the boy’s limbs became limp, and his eyes gradually closed. While he was passed out, they moved him to a ward with a single bed and tied him to it.
One of the ladies, Dana, asked, “Ist es nötig?”
Sebastien simply nodded. They had no choice but to restrain him because they could not be sure that he would not attack them again when he woke up. Sebastien and Karl asked the women to exit the room. They were able to watch the xitarishme from outside.
The xitarishme, or exorcism, was a rare and complicated ritual in Paxism, that aimed to expel an evil spirit from the body. The ritual had been considered outdated and problematic due to advancements in technology and psychiatry. But occasionally, there were cases that modern medicine could resolve, and people needed answers that extended beyond what science could provide.
So, Sebastien and Karl lit candles. Karl laid an ampule of anointing oil and a vessel of holy water on the table across from the bed where the boy lay peacefully. Lydia, his mother, told them that his name was Angelo. Sebastien held a handwritten copy of the Bas Magdamar. They sat in silence and waited for the effects of the sedative to wear off.
Lydia paced outside, as her friends and sisters tried to comfort her. Sebastien blocked her out and tried to focus on the task before them.
Angelo opened his eyes slowly, as though waking from a dream. Sebastien stood up and came next to him. “Hallo Angelo, ich bin ein Freund. Ich bin hier um dich zu helfen”.
“Why am I tied up? Who are you?” Angelo said. He was deeply afraid. Before Sebastien could explain, he yelled, “Hilfe! Hilfe!”
Karl asked his mother to come in and explain to him what was happening. Lydia entered and embraced her son, kissing him on the forehead.
“Mama, please let’s go home. Tell these men that I want to go home”, Angelo pleaded.
“I’m sorry, my love, but I can’t”, Lydia said tearfully.
“What? Why? Warum willst du mir nicht helfen? Hexe! Grauenhaft hässliche Hexe! Ich hasse dich!”
Sebastien declared, “Du kannst nicht mit deiner Mutter so sprechen!”
He replied, “I will speak to her however I like!”
Sebastien said, “Wie heißen Sie? Spreche ich mit Makhnahad?”
Angelo looked at him and replied, “Ja! You are indeed speaking to Makhnahad! I command you, lass mir gehen!”
“Nein”, Sebastien declared defiantly, “You have no power here! Du hast keine Macht hier”.
Angelo laughed, cackling like a hyena, “I am the commander of the shadows! You must obey me!”
Sebastien asked Lydia to leave the room. He began to pray in Packilvanian:
“muRaheem, muBenaan. Noi! luKhayas aluyasteriya. muMamluklea muyubav leMamluk lekumeen. Wanazras wedun. Qisrak wan. Qisrak musageereqa” (“Most Merciful, Most Beneficent. Noi! Light of the world. The queen above all kings. We look to you. Help us and help this boy”).
The boy kept yelling and fighting, as Karl and Sebastien sprinkled him with holy water and anointing oil. They prayed in Packilvanian saying: “You alone, our goddess are the source of the truth! You give us strength when we are weak. You comfort the soul and give hope to the hopeless. You are gracious in our weakness, merciful in our infirmity and beneficent in our defiance. Creator of the universe and maker of all things. You command the tempest to go and it follows. You order our steps and orchestrate our lives. We come to bring this boy to you. Enter his heart and defeat the spirit of Borg. I command you Makhnahad, come out! Come out!”
As this continued for hours, eventually the boy stopped struggling and shouting. His voice was practically gone, and he was sweating with exhaustion. Sebastien’s cassock was sopping with sweat and he had removed his kalimavkion from his head because it was getting itchy.
Sebastien, “We thank you, Noi”.
All the boy could do was whisper, “Let me go!”
Before falling asleep. Sebastien went outside to speak to his mom.
“Lydia, was heute passiert ist, ist gefährlich”, Sebastien said to her.
“What do you mean”, she asked him, “Dangerous in what way?”
“Wir haben versucht ihn mit unserer Religion zu helfen. Aber wir weiß nicht, was das echte Problem ist. Wir glauben, dass eine Ungeheuer in ihm ging aber es kann vielfältige Rede sein dass er so ist”, Sebastien explained.
“Imam, Angelo, my sweet, sweet Angelo, was fine before this. He has always been like any other Ethalrian teenager. Recently, my husband and I divorced, and the experience was brutal. Towards the end of our marriage, I was very unhappy. We fought constantly. Angelo seemed to handle things well, but I knew that environment was not good for us. When I left that man, I assumed that all would be well. But ever since, Angelo has been acting strangely. He’s been writing on walls, talking to himself, fighting with people. Lately, he’s started calling himself a monster. Doctors gave him antidepressants, but all they did was make him numb. My son was becoming a zombie, just emotionless and unresponsive. I was tired of seeing him like this. When he started calling himself a demon, we thought that maybe this was what he needed”.
Sebastien said, “Ich höre dich zu, Lydia. Divorce can be a really traumatic experience and wir weißen nicht how it will affect our children. I am not a psychiatrist, but I suspect that the divorce may have had something to do with it”.
“Lydia, diese Junge braucht Hilfe. Er kann hierbleiben aber wir brauchen eine Ärztin. Ich habe Karl gesagt, dass er eine Ärztin anrufen musst. Sie kommt bald”.
When Angelo woke up, he seemed himself. When they were confident, he was fine, they undid his restraints. Lydia hugged him tightly.
“Mama, I’m sorry”, Angelo said crying, clinging to her.
“It’s okay my boy, it’s okay”, she said.
Sebastien entered the room and kneeled. He said, “Ist es okay, falls ich für dich bitten kann?”
“Ja”, Angelo said.
Sebastien began to pray in Ethalrian with his hands on Angelo and Lydia, “Our goddess, I pray for peace. I pray that you may bring peace into the lives of this family. Bless them and help them to heal. Lift their spirits and show them your goodness. So may it be”.
“My boy”, Sebastien said, “How did you know about Makhnahad?”
"The boy blushed and said, “I was on Pigeon and there was a group of people who shared posts about Borg and stuff, and they said I should let my anger out. But I started losing control”.
“My boy, Borg is the evil one, an ancient spirit that leads good people like you astray”, Sebastien said.
“I’m not a good person”, Angelo said, “As he wept. It’s because of me that my mom and dad broke up. If I was a good boy, they would have stayed together”.
Lydia said to him, “My angel, don’t you ever believe that! You are perfect. Your father and I broke up for our reasons. Don’t blame yourself”.
Sebastien said, “Ich denke, there’s a lot to unpack here. Lydia, we can help the soul, but building a family takes time and work. But there are people like doctors and counsellors who can help. How about this, come here on Saturday for the service. See if you like it. But when Dr Amaliadotter arrives, chat to her about getting ongoing support. Ja?”
Lydia replied, “Sure, Dankeschön, Imam”.